#prayforIndonesia!

so many disasters happened in our beloved country, Indonesia
tsunami in Mentawai, earthquake in Padang, and eruption of mount Merapi, Yogyakarta
Allah, save us, forgive us, please
i hope all of the victims of the disaster have fortitude and patience
commiserate for Mentawai, Padang, Yogyakarta.
Mbah Marijan, who was the 'juru kunci' of mount merapi was found dead.
hope he received at the hand of God, and given a decent place, amin

#PRAYFORINDONESIA

"I try and get myself to believe that hearing things about you and “her” does not hurt, but it does. I don’t regret my choices, but why do I still miss you? The best thing for me to do is move on, that’s what I wanted from the start, was to move on. I’m trying my best.."

- Devina Antary

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not the One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I've build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

problem = experience and education

pengalaman jadi pelajaran buat gua :))
mau berbagi pelajaran yg gua dapet setelah ngalamin banyaaaak masalah, check it

- dont leave someone who LOVES YOU for someone who YOU LIKE
jangan tinggalin org yg sayang sama lu demi org yg lu suka. sayangi org yg sayang sama lu, walau itu susah, tapi berusaha lah. jangan tinggalin dia cuma demi orang yg lu suka, belum tentu org yg lu suka juga suka sama lu, apalagi sayang. jangan sampe salah pilih, jangan sampe nantinya nyesel

- everything happens for a REASON
semua terjadi karena ada alesan. lu ga akan sukses kalo ga usaha. semua yg terjadi pasti ada maksudnya, pasti ada hikmahnya. according to my experience, gua suka sama orang tapi dia malah sama orang lain, dan setelah gua selidiki, dia itu brengsek -_-v jadi "kenapa gua ga sama dia? karena dia brengsek" kyk gitu lah contohnya.

-life is FAIR
hidup itu adil. ada saatnya kita di atas dan ada saatnya kita di bawah. kalo sekarang lu sedih, pasti nantinya bakal dapet kebahagian yg setimpal. so, keep smile ;)

-KARMA does EXIST
karma itu ada. yap, apa yg lu lakuin pasti ada balesannya. lu berbuat baik bakal dapet balesan yg baik, lu berbuat jahat dapet bakal balesan yg setimpal. lu nyakitin orang, lu bakal disakitin orang lain.

it's enough for now -_- see ya!

cette citation jours X

"maybe it's hard to be with someone who you love, but to see someone who you love with another one, its' hurt" - @bonitanabilla

my first show :p

this is the video of my crew (caesar) in dance competition (bbl)




sorry for the bad quality video